Like my new background? Nice to see something different for a change. Haven't been updating my blog diligently - been having heaps of assignments to do
Okay before I continue I'd just like to say a Big Thank You to all my friends that did my Ice Cream Survey! I really appreciate it! Thank You!
Anyways... my holidays was sucky. My trip to Kota Bharu was definitely my first and last trip there. Was hoping to fall into bliss but instead I spent half the time eating and watching cable TV. *sigh* There was nothing fun to do there... there were no Spa's for me to go pamper myself. No massage parlors. But they did have a lovely dance studio at the Renaissance. That was nice. Other than that, the hotel sux. Food was good though =)

Yours Truly with Paloma @ Kay's BBQ last weekend which went really well. Lotsa fun with lotsa good food! Such a pretty picture.
I think I want bangs again (as in the hair fringe not sex). Now that my hair's short it'd be nice to add some volume to it. I don't mind having a short victoria beckham like hairstyle. That'll be funky. But with my dancing and all of that I don't think so.
Updates on Hawaii! Finally something new. Well there's good news and bad news. So which one should I go first? Ok we'll go with the bad news first. Hawaii might be cancelled - INSTEAD - we might go for a different competition/festival in Melbourne/Sydney Australia around the same time (July). However this idea is still pending. It's a 50/50 chance on each side. The thing is, Hawaii is a bit too expensive (plus Shirena will be traveling there later in March making it exp on her end). Anyways, I know Australia doesn't sound as exciting. Competition isn't as steep as Hawaii and yes when we're there there'll definitely be more $$$ for shopping. It'll be winter when we go (double up the sux) and yes, i don't think i'll be seeing that many hunk of burning love's by the beach (like we would in hawaii) *sigh* BUT all's well. At least we'd still be going somewhere. My parents would love then idea cuz it's far much cheaper. But I'm still hoping and praying that it'll be Hawaii instead. We are still required to do our American Visa's =D so that's definitely one point up for Hawaii.
Okay the good news is, if it's in Sydney I get to see Matthew =) *yay* He'd love to have me around in Sydney cuz he's always been mentioning it. Wishing that he could take me here, there, everywhere. I'd also have a place to stay =)
Matt & I had a late Valentine's on Tuesday and it was our last one. He took me to lunch at this lovely restaurant in Bangsar called 'La Bodega'. Yummy yummy food there. He also bought me a ring to remind me of him for the rest of my life. He's also gonna get a message engraved in it. Hahah I know I know it's cheeesy but all romantic things are. Matthew will be going back this weekend and the both of us will not be continuing our relationship anymore. It's a planned break up and one that's on good terms - the both of us know that it would be hard for us to continue - being of different religions. But it's all for the better. Whatever it is he'll still be the 'B' I've always loved and always had and we'll both still be there to look out for each other. Being my first love and his first love - Matthew is a person that I'll never stop loving and never forget.
No I'm not feeling OK. But I know I will be.

I can't believe it's almost March already. Matt has been back since early December. It still feels like he's only been around for a few weeks when in fact it has been 3 months! I'm going to miss him so much when he goes back. Will hopefully see him later on in the year. I love you stinky!
Started my Intermediate Modern on Tuesday and it's such a great class. I had so much fun. So far it's really hard and really challenging and I love it =) Will start teaching in Dancesteps (my own class) in March. I'm looking forward to that! Just to earn some extra cash for the trip to Hawaii.
Soraya @ 7:48 p.m.
my boobs are real. are yours?