Wow this past week I’ve been through both heaven and hell on earth. Experiencing extremes of emotion from feeling on top of the world at one point and down in the dumps at the next. It’s a miracle I survived without going nuts…
Pangkor was great. The beach was lovely, the weather extremely hot. It was fun – until my brother misplaced and lost my wallet. It was our first night in Pangkor and I got my brother to hold on to my wallet over dinner. Somehow (I wish I knew) he lost it – so that’s adios to all my cash and important items such as my IC, driver’s license, student ID, ATM card and the works. Spent the following day making a police report regarding my loss and trying to have me a good time and get my mind off things. It’s been difficult existing without things like my IC and driver’s license…
The charity event my college group held in aid of PAWS on Wednesday went fairly well. The turn out was pretty good I would say. We had Spaghetti Carbonara and Swedish Meatballs for sale and fun and games such as apple bobbing, henna tattoo-ing, and haha the stall I was in charge of – The Limbo Rock! It was all fun. The hitz.fm cruisers were there too.
Petrina, Zai, Myself & Cheneille with the hitz.fm cruisers
Charlene, Pet, Zai, Sylvia & I
Anyhow, all the fun ended when my hand phone went missing from my table/console. Funny thing was, I was there at my corner all the while and it all happened right behind my back. The worst bit about it is that the suspect (would have never guessed it was that person in a million years until my fellow group members informed me of a similar incident regarding the individual) is a fellow group member. It sucks to know that the people you work with and the people that are your classmates are actually capable of doing so. Oh well… not much can be done. Learn from it I guess. To the mofo that took my phone… Fuck You… What goes around comes around…Asshole…
With my mobile missing, as well as my IC and the works, I feel like I’ve lost my identity altogether. It’s been hard for me to do certain things – I feel like I’m not in the right frame of mind sometimes. Am hoping to get it all back soon. To top it off, I’m now feeling sick and am in a lot of discomfort (which seems to be interrupting my sleep as well). Seeing a doctor is difficult, especially when you can’t produce an IC. It’s been hell hell hell… The weather’s not helping either… *pengsan*
On a lighter note, spending time and being with Zain helps me forget all the worries and problems I have to deal with. His kisses lift me up high and his love gives me strength. Ah… it’s amazing what the love of one person can do for another. If it weren’t for your comfort and advice, your care and love, things would seem much more gloomy than it is now. My love for you Zain is unconditional.
Assignments are piling up by the load. This semester’s almost over. How time flies. Tag board’s back up too. I’m hoping to get better.
Oh Zain, I love thee…
Soraya @ 12:05 a.m.
my boobs are real. are yours?